My mother just told me that this is her third week off chemo. She doesn't want to do another chemo and I am so speechless. I am numb. Its her decision, she no longer feels the fight is stronger than the chemo pain. She has prepaid her funeral costs. I cannot believe this, is this the end? I don't want it to be.
She goes to the doctor Tuesday, my sister is taking her. I don't have a good relationship with her and yet this is something we may have to deal with together.
If no chemo, then what? Hospice? There are no words to describe this pain other than this really sucks.
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